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what is this life?

you bend to whims. you sit under thumbs. you wait for replies. 

do they wait for you? 

I do.

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going to devote the next few hours to my inbox. reading and commenting while trying this peach cobbler tea my mom sent me. thanks mom.

I'll be in my chatroom: chat.deviantart.com/chat/Gravi…. if you have something you want opinions on, reactions, suggestions, whatever, link me up... The Artist Is Present. lol

or if you want to talk about art and writing. I watched this pretty interesting documentary about the "grandmother of performance art" and it got me thinking about the meaning of art...again. if you've seen the doc you'll probably get that lame joke I made in the previous para.

I watched Broadchurch for a second time with a friend. still heartbreaking af. anyone else seen it? yes yes, it's the original version of Gracepoint. speaking of british shows...fucking Black Mirror. check it out. modern day Twilight Zone. 

I saw Selma. when I was going to buy a ticket, the lady in front of us asked what we were going to see. I said selma. she said, eh, I don't like scary movies. I guess Selma sounds like a paranormal movie? but it was a scary movie on some level. it's scary that shit is still happening today. 

is it wrong to be happy my horrible ex is in a shitty place socially? so she came crawling back to me. what goes around comes around. I'm giving her sorry butt a second chance as a friend (in the words of tswift "we are never ever ever getting back together") . she's actually treating me like a decent human being. amazing what hitting rock bottom will do to someone.

after I get done going through my inbox, and after I've done some med school stuff, I'm going to work on chapter 3 of my book. chapter 3 guys! ...not that far along but I can't believe I've written anything at all. hopefully once I have a better feeling of where the book is going plotwise I can post a chapter. 

that's about all.

hope y'all are well. what's been going on?

--Gravity

oh, here's some music. it's a bit brooding buuuut me gusta:

Broadchurch OST -- Main Theme



...not really sure why they are using it for the fantastic four soundtrack. the music was written specifically with the broadchurch story in mind. I mean the broadchurch creator had all four of this guys albums and listened to them while writing the show. then he asked olafur to write the music for the show. so kiiiinda pissed me off they repurposed it for this movie. anyway...

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0hgravity
Entropies and Fallouts
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Hey.
I'm a college student at the moment. Graduated. Majored in Cognitive Science.
I love music. I write. I draw. I read. I breathe. I eat. I drink. I sleep (sometimes).

Yeah... so that's me in a nutshell.

Favorite Musicians:
Radiohead (favorite band), Arcade Fire, The National, Andrew Bird, Elliot Smith, Relient K, Regina Spektor, Coldplay, Sufjan Stevens,Bon Iver, Sigur Ros, Explosions in the Sky, Max Richter, Neutral Milk Hotel, Bright Eyes, TV on the Radio, Daughter...
this list goes on...and continues to grow exponentially
Interests

how much would you pay to hear me rap? 

27%
4 deviants said shut up and take all the money in the world
20%
3 deviants said one million dollars
13%
2 deviants said one billion dollars
13%
2 deviants said lol zero...nobody wants to hear you rap, G
13%
2 deviants said I've already heard you rap, silly. you rock :D
13%
2 deviants said I've already heard you rap...bless your heart :/

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what is this life?

you bend to whims. you sit under thumbs. you wait for replies. 

do they wait for you? 

I do.

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going to devote the next few hours to my inbox. reading and commenting while trying this peach cobbler tea my mom sent me. thanks mom.

I'll be in my chatroom: chat.deviantart.com/chat/Gravi…. if you have something you want opinions on, reactions, suggestions, whatever, link me up... The Artist Is Present. lol

or if you want to talk about art and writing. I watched this pretty interesting documentary about the "grandmother of performance art" and it got me thinking about the meaning of art...again. if you've seen the doc you'll probably get that lame joke I made in the previous para.

I watched Broadchurch for a second time with a friend. still heartbreaking af. anyone else seen it? yes yes, it's the original version of Gracepoint. speaking of british shows...fucking Black Mirror. check it out. modern day Twilight Zone. 

I saw Selma. when I was going to buy a ticket, the lady in front of us asked what we were going to see. I said selma. she said, eh, I don't like scary movies. I guess Selma sounds like a paranormal movie? but it was a scary movie on some level. it's scary that shit is still happening today. 

is it wrong to be happy my horrible ex is in a shitty place socially? so she came crawling back to me. what goes around comes around. I'm giving her sorry butt a second chance as a friend (in the words of tswift "we are never ever ever getting back together") . she's actually treating me like a decent human being. amazing what hitting rock bottom will do to someone.

after I get done going through my inbox, and after I've done some med school stuff, I'm going to work on chapter 3 of my book. chapter 3 guys! ...not that far along but I can't believe I've written anything at all. hopefully once I have a better feeling of where the book is going plotwise I can post a chapter. 

that's about all.

hope y'all are well. what's been going on?

--Gravity

oh, here's some music. it's a bit brooding buuuut me gusta:

Broadchurch OST -- Main Theme



...not really sure why they are using it for the fantastic four soundtrack. the music was written specifically with the broadchurch story in mind. I mean the broadchurch creator had all four of this guys albums and listened to them while writing the show. then he asked olafur to write the music for the show. so kiiiinda pissed me off they repurposed it for this movie. anyway...
what's there to live for in this whole wide world? yeah, I killed myself. so fucking what? nobody will miss me. not even you, soft shining eyes.

good people tell lies. they say the truth hurts. doesn't it make sense then, the ones who love you most in this whole wide world would lie to you. lie to your beautiful, pink-cheeked, baby face. they want to keep you innocent. keep you safe.

I got these flowers for you. after I left church-- the pastor gave a great talk. he talked about jesus and how he was famous when he didn't want to be. and I thought, ain't that a funny thing? he don't want his children to parade him around like the god he is. he healed someone and you know what jesus said? son of god said, don't tell no body. everybody knows about jesus now. you know jesus now, don't you? I imagine y'all are best friends. what was I saying? oh. I got some flowers for you after the service. they say you ain't suppose to pick wildflowers but I couldn't help it. just thought you would want some of god's summer creations. all for you. don't tell no body.

you've never really cried. till your head hurts. that's a real weep. tears falling till you black out. in the morning you don't know when you fell asleep. 

at noon I saw a line of cars on the highway, all flashing their hazard lights. I thought, are they in some kind of parade? for a moment I thought to join them. but as I passed I saw it. the hearse leading the way. a limo behind it. both gray silver. a cold steel. maybe the color of the family's grief for a body in a box on the highway. I whispered my condolences.

can you taste the crush of a sunset's dying blush?

 
1:10
Stop being so goddamn amazing.

wait, don't stop. no, I didn't mean it. come back...

last line is from this song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5oInh…
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I.

In the beginning,
nothing made sense.

II.

We entered into a state of delirium;
all sanity and reason fled
as startled birds.

III.

We clung to each other in a dizzy space,
a familiar space. Together. Confusion
held comfort.

IV.

Blue purple black light --
Have we seen the iris of God?
Yet we live and breathe and walk.

V.

We run.

VI.

He chases.

VII.

We are afraid of why.
For anger. For love.

The question of life:
Do we stop or do we keep at this
breakneck pace?
On the Nature of Love
part II came to me on the drive to school. it was raining, cold, and traffic was horrible. I was listening to the new Ariel Pink album Pom Pom and thinking about far more serious things. but precious things.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Gg7mu…

sweet baby Jesus, Richter slays me.
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decided I won't leave. going back to how it used to be. I like reading and commenting. I like to let people know their work touched me in the myriad of ways art does. this is where I met my best friend in the whole world. and I mean the world because we don't even live on the same continent. not to mention the handful more of wildly talented close friends I've made. I realized how many times I bring y'all up in conversation -- my cool art/writer friends. can't leave a place like that. and with dA changing so drastically I wanted to be that old person in town that knew what it was like before. 

I realize now I wanted to leave dA because I wanted to run away. if my internet home was in tumblr or youtube or whathaveyou I would have tried to say goodbye there too.

I was being mistreated by someone like I had never been before. emotionally manipulated. I didn't like who I was becoming. and this place reminded me of who I was and I think I was envious of my old self and my old ways, my easy satisfaction. I didn't want to look at it and I was lost to finding my way back to that person. 

I've mellowed out now though. cut ties with that person. feeling better about myself. I'm slowly going through my inbox. and I will remain at that pace, folks. y'all are always welcome to leave me a note asking for me to get to a piece sooner, etc. 

anyway...

I really would like to do a feature soon. I'm finding some stellar pieces in my inbox. y'all are amazing talents. every single one.

other updates:

--I went ice skating for the first time in like 12 years. not only did that sentence make me feel old but so did the skating. I now understand why my parents look and act so petrified on the ski slopes. 

--I saw interstellar and it was amazing. nearly 3 hours long but I didn't feel it at all. what's cool about that is the movie explores time as much as space...surprise surprise. if you've seen 2001, it's basically 2001 with feelings. lots of feelings. it kind of reminded me of Slaughter House Five as well. also the wormhole...if you have no other reason to see it, go for that wormhole scene. also there is an unintentionally funny scene with a joystick. it was supposed to build suspense, a kind of demonstration for the scene to follow...it was a ridiculous waste of time. I actually think that character and all that happened with him was a big lull in the movie. unfortunately it was required for the plot but I feel they could have gone through it faster. 

--my roommate got a puppy. he is adorable. a handful but a face that makes you forget what a handful he is.

--I'm writing a book. it will probably take me years to finish but by george I will finish it.

--I saw Hitchcock's The Birds and so kicks off my classic movies journey. it was both funny and frightening. any classics y'all recommend? I'm moving on to Citizen Kane next, I think, and then some more of Hitchcock.

aaaand that's about all. I'm 24 now. guess that's an update too. one I want to forget...lol

if you made it through all that, congrats :highfive: thanks for reading!

hope y'all are well

--Gravity







red bandanna knots
faces in the sun

you have a white flower
tucked behind your ear.
you have a soft spot
for lady bugs on leaves.
I have a place in my heart
for a lady in the grass --

we lay side-by-side,
the token lovers of the park.

your hand is on my chest
fingers drum a nothing beat,
a carefree percussion

another, deeper, 
makes noises of a certain intent
now playing on my lips

I love...
I love--

"I love
being
with you" 

was as close as you got
before you left

and the day goes away
only to return when I least need it to
as memories are wont to do
misinterpreted heart murmur
doc says I have a heart murmur
---

yeah yeah, I'm still here. some birds have trouble leaving the nest because some birds just can't fly...
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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015   General Artist
Tag a quality deviant: You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! Heart
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for :+fav:ing, honey. :heart:
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your-methamphetamine Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014  Student Writer
it should be all over the interwebz. :stare:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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I love you, bestest giraffefriend gravebunkbuddy :heart:
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sedge-s Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey Gravity
Thanks for the favourite
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Kenalli Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch back!
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Hfeather53 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
save up all the days, a routine malaise; just like yesterday, i told you i would stay:

would you always, maybe sometimes, make it easy; take your time.
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Asahi-sensei Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
oh thanks for the fav =3 i'm flattered you liked it. 
i SWEAR i'm going to read all the poetry of yours that has been piling in my things-to-read box. 
hm maybe not now i've juste had wine, i think i'm not going to get many things -v- 
*feels guilty*
here's something stupid to apology °3° 
Hi 
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ngav Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Student Writer
thanks for the fave. :D (Big Grin)  :heart:
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Lady-Yume Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014   Writer
Thank you, sincerely, for reading my work and adding it to your +favourites!

:heart:
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childwoman Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on my poem, Motherhood. It means a lot to have your support.
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