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but I do not believe.
ZOMG.
A DD!!!
well I'm just speechless... and humbled and all kinds of shocked and excited.
thank you. THANK YOU.
Thanks, intricately-ordinary, for the suggestion!
and thank you neurotype-on-discord for featuring it!
and thank you to everyone who's read, commented and/or faved the piece!
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some more thanking is in order, though! imaginative-lioness has me as one of her literature roadtrip things-to-see, I guess I'll say. really interesting project she's started and it seems to be catching quite a bit of fire in the lit community. I may, if time allows, give it a try! no promises though, haha. I'm just honored to be part of the first roadtrip. here is the group: literatureroadtrip.deviantart.… if y'all have the time you should totally jump on that bandwagon
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lastly, my most recent piece
streamI believe it is best heard: https://soundcloud.com/gravitycorner/stream-1is being pretty well received which I am both surprised and again, humbled by. it was recently featured here by flummo (thank you so much!). it is one of my more open pieces...as you all probably know, I am a pretty closed person so it is nice to know how moved people are by my sharing part of myself in a less veiled way. it is first and foremost a spoken word piece so I encourage you to listen first ^^ if you're so inclined. as always, I appreciate the support.
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let me be honest with you
I am small enough to fit into pockets and be forgotten
tangled up in the loose ends of jeans
quieter than the twinkle of coins against keys
that
is how small I am
to every hand I've been in
and there are not many I let hold me
in this form because honestly
I said I would be honest
I am so much larger than pocket change
or I try to be
far away and expansive
somewhere where you
can't
quite
reach
top shelf
one cereal box over
not hiding from your grasping grasp
I want you to
take me away and
spend me to fill you
up
but looking closely into my
naked eye--
window to my naked soul
is not a glance I offer
to many
(I think the ground is the only one to stare so deeply)
you see?
there
is my honesty laid out like
bread crumbs to the universe,
me, brimming with its nature
a nature in you too
but even with this, vastnes
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I will try my best to reply to as many inbox-y things as I can! but for now know all y'alls support means the world to me.
hope y'all are well
--Gravity
here we go
I keep nicking up my hand somehow only to realize it after the hand sanitizer. hot holy hell fire. I don't understand how I've gotten so obliviously clumsy. another cover: https://0h-gravity.tumblr.com/post/641805322068033536/my-cover-of-birmingham-by-shovels-and-rope-hope not the best recording I've done but well there it is. hope you like it. hope y'all are hanging in there. --gravity
this is the part where you nod and say yeah
I always cycle through this heavy nostalgia mood for dA heyday. so many good times. I remember when I first started posting on here there was this user who introduced me to the ghost town Pine Point and then a couple years ago I was listening to the PUP album The Dream Is Over which has a song inspired by the town. And every time I listen to the song I think about that person and I wonder if they remember me too. It was a brief acquaintance as they left the site or maybe they just changed usernames I don't know but they were one of the first people to engage with my poetry. and I think every person I had a connection with on here has something linked to them like that - some piece of music or book or poem or movie or place. and when I see that token of them I remember that person and I want to reach out but I don't; part of that is because they aren't on dA anymore and I don't have any contact info beyond this but for those that I do have the means to reach out and I don't. some
meteor make me young
I can't seem to make my own original content so in the meantime here's a cover: https://0h-gravity.tumblr.com/post/631813639421247488/this-was-probably-one-of-the-hardest-songs-ive yeah, I'm still making those hope all is well --gravity
the deep despair
well it's finally reached me. yesterday, after a seemingly endless work day. hearing the strains and aches of the system and of every human all around. after all my sighing and sighing and sighing. and just as I am escaping from the hellish place I am stopped and faced with a mirror of such...devastation, my soul could not bear it. I managed it well enough that she could not see it then. under the mask and through the goggles. I managed it. and when I departed, I rushed through the hall because the tears were there and they were not going away. the heaviness would not leave me until it had indeed bore itself out. the single stall bathroom was unoccupied. a small mercy. and I finally sobbed. everything in me. all of it. the youth of it. the brutal end of it. the slightest hope fighting against snuffing out. the futility. the futility. please god. don't let him die. I say all this for catharsis. I don't mind so much to be heard. I've carried it since yesterday and it is making me
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